sunday sunday---i'm dying!!

Hey there!! Sorry i wasn't there this morning i was perty sick. I've had a lot of conjestion(sp.???) in my throat or as josh would say my throut. hahaha just playing just playing. :D Well i also had a cough and partially a runny nose or whatever idk. yeah anyways so it was really gross because we have this paper that we got in an e-mail that has all these cures you can do with household stuff. so i looked for the one for sore throats because we didn't have anything, the cough drops were being stupid, and we were all out of Sprite. So i look at it and it says 1/4 cup of VINEGAR!!! along with 1/4 cup of honey because the vinegar kills the bacteria and the honey makes you not puke your brains out on the spot. so you take a tablespoon of this poo 6 times a day. OMGSH that stuff is freaking nasty!!!! i mean it helps but bleq!!! nasty stuff i'm tellin ya. well i'm going to see if i can put this one link to listening to this sermon by Paul Washer on here but it's really cool it's talking about doing everything by faith and he uses Hebrews 11. It's a really neat passage that just talks about how by faith all of these great Old testament people like Abraham, Noah, Abel, and Enoch and it's just really neat-o. i encourage you all to read this. well, i'm pretty sure i'll be there tonight unless i start getting more sick from the poop i'm taking. haha well let me see if i can somehow put it on here..... oh well i guess i can't find out how to but if you'd want to look it up on the internet the sermon is called It Comes Down To Faith by Paul Washer. it's really good. well i'll see you all hopefully tonight!! love you all bye

Nancy

bah life sucks.......

hey guys. sry about the previous comment. that wasn't a serious thing really. i was just really aggravated from the day. it totally sucked i kinda don't want to talk about it idk... i guess you can ask me sunday if you really desire to know. well actually forget that... ok so my mom was in a REALLY bad mood on uhhhhh.......... monday morning. yeah. and so she was calling me an idiot since i wasn't wanting to go in early and ask a teacher about an assignment........and i got really really mad and wasn't exactly trying to contain my temper. so then she's telling everyone else in her loudest voice possible, i yell at her that i can hear her, she yells back that she doesn't care, and then i lose it all. ok so then i jump off my bed and throw open the door and scream as loud as possible, "then why did you f***in have me?!?!?!" and i am SOOOOOOOOOOOOO ashamed that i ever did that and it totally kills my day when people mention it because i'm so stupid and i was acting so stupid and AGH. so then i'm at school i tell the worst possible person that i should have told and she of course tells EVERYONE that i hang out with..i.e. the rebellious goth/punk/cusser kids who KNOW that i'm a Christian and hate it when THEY cuss so you can just imagine how good of a stinkin example i'm setting and how much of a hypocrite i look like now. i almost cried at lunch because they were all making a big deal out of it and treating it like a good thing...yeah so please don't remind me of this on sunday a lot because then i might actually cry and you really wouldn't want to see that. ok
sooooooo then i'm at home and i was talking to .........joe i think on MSN then he left so i started talking to Kaili(tyler's friend) and we got on the subject of harry potter and i was telling her why i didn't like it since it teaches u how to become a witch or wizard because it's showing you how they do all this stuff and what they learn. she took it wrong and thought i was saying that the only reason she or anyone watched was because they WANTED to become a witch or wizard. so then she totally blows up at me and i get really really depressed and then i wrote that comment on my previous blog. yeah
................now you have the story...it doesn't really make me feel all that much better because satan keeps telling me that i'm the worst person ever and that i'm such a hypocrite and etc. and honestly guys....that's seriously what i feel like right now. so if you guys want to please pray for me. don't just say you will if you want to make me feel good. i really need actual prayer.. i know it.....

i hate titles....so pointless........

Hey. I'm staying home by myself for a few hours so come on over and we'll have a party. Just kidding although that'd be cool. Man ugh today's just mlegh. You know those days where God is telling you something and you're really struggling as to if you want to or don't want to do it? Oh my goo that's how it is today and I know He wants me to do something but it's REALLY REALLY hard to do. I'm not going to go into detail but ugh it stinks. So anyways I get VERY idk touchy i guess when i'm this way and I'll easily blow up at people if they do anything to anger me. Yeah that's been happening a lot lately seems like. but idk you guys could pray for me if you want idk. I'm not sure Ah well so anyways i blew up at everyone and i'm tired as well and my dad said, "Do you want to stay home?" since he was getting kinda aggravated w/ me and i said yes, jumped out of the van and walked inside and here I am. kinda stinks in a way because i don't get cake or pizza but oh well. yeah. so if you want you can pray for me but i'm not going to be dead if you don't..haha but seriously.

unsure and sleepy,

Winkley

AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

my gosh i'm flippin' mad!! my parents are being soooooooooooo stupid!! man. sry i'm really not happy right now. my goodness. plus my sister talking about it REALLY doesn't help! ok so we're sitting there at supper and my dad says that they would be able to take Kira and Kayla home because it wasn't that bad anymore. So i'm thinking, cool, i'll get to ride home with Kayla! NOT then they say something about how they were going to stop at STARBUCKS ON THE WAY BACK!! (if you didn't know this i LOVE LOVE LOVE starbucks!!) AND they said i had to do the dishes!! I ALREADY DID THEM!!! i did ALL of my chores and it was Micah's chore to do them but noooooo he just gets to sleep the whole afternoon cuz he went to a sleepover last night, then go downstairs and watch the freakin' playoffs!! AHHHHHH ok sorry i really had to vent that on here because i'm REALLY p.o.'d right now. oh well

so............ are you all likin' the ice and snow? i love it!! it always seems like i'm the only one because everyone suddenly hates snow.........i don't get it. I like it mainly because we get school off and i can go sledding with my friends. but i hate it when church gets cancelled because that's seriously the high of my weeks. I love church a lot! I really like coming to youth group since i started going to Central. Anyways, I'll see you all tomorrow morning or night or both!! and i'll see you praise band people in the morning, bright and early!

trying to calm down,

Nancy

P.S. my brother, Nathan, made this picture once before we went to Retreat and we still had to pack.... just a side note.

hey dawgs...

oh did you guys hear about the karaoke party tomorrow night? you all need to come because i'm totally gonna be there bored to myself. i always have to be there stinkin' way early but it's kinda fun. i get to hang out w/ elizabeth, sometimes kristie, and Dez the new high school helper/sponsor person. she's pretty durn cool. but yeah. i really have absolutely no idea what to write about but i really should probably go practice and do my stupid homework.

about that idea of having the youth services(i already talked to you about this tyler but u can still comment w/ ur ideas) where do you guys think we should go? especially since they're feeding the homeless in Central court(which is really the best place to have it) but i was kinda thinking the gym but i'm not sure since idk if Family Ties is permanent or not. yeah just post how you think it'd be, if you'd like it better than regular service, and where you think we should have it or what we should do. idk i just thought maybe we could bring it back or something. I'll see you all tomorrow night!!

Nancy

An actual new post!

Hola mi amigos! Well hmmm. i had to switch the blogger systems because it says on the thingie that the old blogger is gonna be shut down kinda soon. idk. that what the blogger news said or something incase you would want to check that out. I had lots of fun yesterday what about you guys? Personally I think it could have been louder. :D Oh well it was alright. I was actually able to be the person in the audience instead of playing onstage(or in our case at the front of the room). It was pretty awesome. Haha you all need to check out the picture of Tyler and me on her blog lol it's so hilarious! I actually look possessed. JOSH DON'T SAY ANYTHING!! :D jk but yeah we're having some missionaries come over tonight for supper. We having some pretty good food too. hmm. oh i was thinking about this last night at the church. I was thinking how awesome it'd be if our praise band was able to somehow idk like bring back the youth services. idk what you guys think but i LOVED!!! those soooooo much. We could have Mike and CJ or someone else do the sermons again. I like Pastor David and all and Peter and the choir but i really think that the youth pay a lot more attention in the youth services than in the big church services. I liked those alot though. But idk post on here what you guys think. I hope I'm not the only one though...haha and for people like Taylor and Hillary who weren't here during then, oh my goo it was the best picture last night times like 5 in Central Court every sunday!! it was great......... anyways... i'll talk to all of you on Wednesday!! Hope school's going good for you all especially you Andover people(Tyler, Kaili, Taylor, and Hollie). God bless!!!! this is a really long blog!! haha bye

NANCY WINKLEY!!!

hey out there

hope you all are having a sweet time back in school. man i haven't commented in forever!! Well right now i feel like a burrito because i'm stuffed with chili!!! :D Anyways this blog was mainly so that tyler and i could talk for now haha so i'll ttyl actually tonight!! hope to see you all there and comment and tell me about your week...you know the rest tyler haha rofl. i'll tty in a second...............................or 2. haha well see you all tonight. bye
Nancy